Just one of those thinking days!

When you are just sitting around all day with little to do, you do a lot of thinking! Thinking about food mainly cheeseburgers and tacos, Chili’s, Yellow Deli, Alberto’s ENTIRE MENU!!!!! Haha But also Kraft Mac and Cheese, tri tip, salsa, Cheese It’s, Hot Cheetos, steak, ribs, my moms chocolate chip cookies, good chocolate cake, crappy pizza, and so many other things that I just can’t think about right now. Then moving on to friends. I miss Nicole who I can sit and talk to for hours talking about everything and nothing! To say that she is my best friend is a complete and utter understatement! We are and will be forever sisters! And I miss her to death. Now that we are thousands of miles away and a very large ocean we skype… but lately I just want to hug her! I want to be with her to laugh and giggle about well… absolutely nothing! Gaby and Melanie who I would see everyday! Talk to everyday, go on wild car rides, singing and screaming in the car getting the glares and giggles from the random driving neighbor. We even made a club the FAU! Only big eaters aloud! I miss these girls because they were and are my life! They make me smile, laugh, cry, and who I am! Lastly and most importantly I miss my family! To me… a shock and surprise! But after you are away from your parents for so long I think it’s inevitable. Although I saw them over Christmas, but it has once again been 3 full months and I guess that’s just about what it's supposed to take. I miss being able to just be me. I miss that my annoying laugh doesn’t make them annoyed but makes them laugh with my/at me! They know everything about me and NO JUDGEMENT MADE! And really I just miss being able to sit down and talk, to lay down with my mom in bed and watch trashy television (The Bachelor, Bachelorette) I miss the hugs and when I need it most I miss just being able to cry and know everything will be ok… no matter what! And yet with all of that… I am still here and so happy! I am blessed and have learned so much about life, friendship, family, love, FOOD, and so much more! But here I am… just letting you all know! I miss you, and I love you! And ONE DAY I will come home and we can sit and laugh and eat cheeseburgers and tacos!

“I see my path, but I don't know where it leads. Not knowing where I'm going is what inspires me to travel it.”

- Rosalia de Castro